monday go away

Love letter to no-one,

 Hi. I think about you all the time. I think you’re going to like my favourite movie as much as I do. Also I think we will fit perfectly together on the old couch when we watch it for the first time and I think you will laugh out loud. The kind of laugh which provokes you to quickly clap your hand to your mouth because the noise is echoing in the room. I hope you don’t mind your eggs a  little bit on the burnt side because when I make breakfast for you the morning after we spend our first night together they will be burnt, I can garuntee you. I bet you like driving, you’re going to have, to because I am a terrible driver and I like the idea of you driving me around with my feet resting on the dashboard as I watch you intently. I can’t wait for you to play with my hair while I fall asleep in your lap. I know you will because that is the kind of person I’m waiting for. I have absolutely no control over when we will walk into each other’s lives. You might already be in mine but I highly doubt it because I have this thing that I think I will know you when I see you. I hope you come soon but if you don’t I know it will be worth the wait. I cant wait to be infatuated with you, for us to fall completely in love with each other. We are going to have the time of our lives together, I just know it. I wonder if you’re looking for me, if you ever think of me. I hope you do, but only a little because right now you’re probably some teenage boy going through his awkward stage, playing playstation and getting drunk all the time. I wonder what you are doing right now. I know you are out there. I have so much faith in what we are eventually going to be. You could be sleeping, we might be in completely different time zones or maybe I walked past you on my way to school this morning. I always wonder how many people pass their soulbmates, at the mall, at the beach, at the airport before they meet. I hope you like to sing really loudly and you’re secretly into Adele because I can tell her songs are going to be the ones that bring back cherished teenage memories when I am a mum and they come on the radio while I’m driving our kids to school. To the boy out there, right now, who will be mine one day, have fun with life, I know we will meet soon. I can’t wait to see you. I’m not sure if you can miss something you never had but some lazy sundays when I’m curled up wathing old love movies I definitely miss you.